Woke up this morning in a panic. How much money have a spent this weekend?? Is been one party after the other. Between Christmas parties and going out with friends I have not stopped drinking for four days. I don't think my body can take much more of it. So today, I will make an effort to NOT GO OUT! Besides, money money money is gone gone gone. And unfortunately rent will be due at the end of the month whether I like it or not. Of course being true to myself as a dreamer I also had the crazy thought this morning that I should get in my car and drive to the nearest casino in hopes I win some of the money I have spent back. Fat chance right? Well, I might just do it anyway. So wish me luck!
On a different subject, what is going on with me and men lately? I have been seeing two of my ex's, met a few new prospects and have hooked up with almost of all them. Always been physically safe of course but emotionally I am hurting myself and others and I can't seem to stop. Is this my midlife crisis? I mean I am enjoying all the sex, but what in the world am I doing???
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